Within and Without

I am mentally exhausted. I’ve been working (in theatre) pretty much straight since October…and I fear my brain is just done. I stayed home sick from a rehearsal tonight…and I’m pretty sure it’s because I am just out of steam and needed a night to refuel. I was supposed to be off-book, tonight, but I am having a HUGE amount of difficulty retaining anything.

I just closed a show last weekend, and I need to keep that show fresh because in two weeks we are filming it for a film festival. I think I just may have reached my retention limit. Before that I was in a very emotionally draining piece. Ah, this feast or famine deal sucks. After this I move into an all female production of Macbeth (at least in this I get to be the hero [Macduff] instead of a crazy person–which is what I’ve been in the last 3 shows).

I hope I’m able to pull it together by tomorrow night. Right now I can barely see straight. Send me good vibes…I’d really like to continue working!

xoxo,

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